We’ll just have to…

Today was a good day…and a bad day.

I began the morning alone, made myself a couple of breakfast tacos, and got gifts, a bottle of wine, and the cookies I made together to take to my parents’ house for lunch. Good.

15724850_10154184940227467_4523079275137440946_oI discovered the possible failure of a friend’s marriage. Bad.

We had a great dinner with family and friends. Good.

We exchanged gifts. Good

As we wound down dinner, I heard George Michael had passed. Bad.

As much as the great moments of the day made it pretty spectacular, other news got me to thinking that this day is really difficult for so many. It also reminded me that for many of us, Christmas is the most “bipolar” day of the year.

Driving home, listening to my shuffled Christmas playlist of artists ranging from Bing Crosby and Sufjan Stevens to Bruce Cockburn and Polyphonic Spree, my favorite recording of “Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas” came on.

I don’t know if it’s his voice or the arrangement or the style, but when I hear James Taylor cast out those phrases into the atmosphere, it somehow ties together the extremes the holiday season can bring about and make me think I can get through this day. We all can.

Sometimes you hear lyrics a thousand times and then you hear them for the first time. It struck me today that these words are a call for us to be present…to live in the moment…to honor the past and keep an eye out for the future, but to embrace the time we’re in today:

Christmas future is far away, Christmas past is past
Christmas present is here today bringing joy that may last
Have yourself a merry little Christmas, may your heart be light
In a year our troubles will be out of sight
From now on, have yourself a merry little Christmas, make the yuletide gay
In a year our troubles will be miles away
Here we are as in olden days, happy golden days of yore
Precious friends who are dear to us gather near to us once more
I know that in a year we all will be together, if the Fates allow
Until then, we’ll just have to muddle through somehow
And have ourselves a merry little Christmas now

Look around. Hug your family. Give your friends a kiss on the cheek. Tell them you love them.

We will muddle through somehow.

Merry Christmas!

One thought on “We’ll just have to…

  1. I feel the same way, Rey. There was so much happiness in our home yesterday. Children laughing, screaming, and sometimes crying. At the same time there was quite a bit of sadness since one of the families here had just lost their father a week before.
    I’ve written recently on Facebook this very thing. We need to stop focusing on the commercial aspects of Christmas and begin focusing more of our attention on family and friends and loving them through all the good times and especially through the hard times.
    Maybe it’s my age, but I don’t care much anymore for the receiving of gifts as much as I do the giving. Don’t get me wrong, I like receiving gifts too, so if you have anything for me, send it my way. While I may have been a little irritated at times with all the “noise” in my house yesterday, I enjoyed the fact that people were enjoying themselves. And that’s what mattered!

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